I'm really tired tonight, but I've been wanting to post about this for days now, so I'm going to try.  Not sure how coherent it will be, but here goes...

The other day I was chatting with someone about a situation in my life, something that is very big and threatens to undo me at times.  Its something that seems impossible and I know that only God---the God who moves mountains---can work it out.  Anyway, I was starting to once again get overwhelmed and the panic was setting in, when all of a sudden, He was there.  I have felt Him like that before and its a wonderful thing.  You know when the Bible tells about how He spoke to the sea and immediately the storm was stilled?  I felt rather like that.  My heart was starting to whirl with despair and then suddenly the despair was halted in its tracks, like a large Hand had cut it off.  Amazing.  It was like He said "Trust me.  It will be ok."   The sense of His presence, His voice was so comforting and real.  Even now, thinking back, it gives me strength to think of that moment and try again to keep trusting.  Its hard to trust when I can't even fathom the way, let alone see!  But I am trying.  I am thankful that He sees beyond the despair, that He knows the way and the Plan, and that He takes the time now and then to remind me....